Sadness

A thousand questions running through my mind that I want to ask him. Yet I won't. In my mind, it seems perfectly logical and simple for us to get back together. That is how it has always been between us ... Leo and Lisa, together. It feels right, more right than anything. Yet his haze of uncertainty about his future is clouding his vision and confusing his mind.

It has been a rough and difficult couple of days. The first couple of days after the breakup, I was completely and utterly heartbroken. I am thinking less emotionally nowadays and more rationally concerning the situation. It seems that I've progressed past the "heartbroken, crying my eyes out" stage, and all I feel is sadness. Not loneliness or pain or heartbreak, but an overall sadness.